Well now I had an interesting week off from most of my usual stuff and that is because I have started chatting at www.okayamigo.com it is an awsome site for meeting people!!!! anyways my girlfriend is back today from SD, ND, and Homestead.... i missed her (wow, just got a text from her sayin goodmornin) anywho I got a phone call yesterday one of my friends called to bitch me out about making out with her bestfriend, ok... for one, no for two, i wouldnt do that to you, and for three, someone is blowing some smoke up your ass and you best put it out. Yep, bye
Yeah right, ok well today I had some caffeine for the first time since last wed... yep. And then today I wont see Shannon Elizabeth overnight. And So I guess this means I am gonna smoke a cig. since I havent done any of these 3 things since wed... but hey I quit right? yeah, I better not smoke or I will be f'n mad at my self.
Ah, quit smoking... again, yea maybe it will last for more than a yea this time! At least I am hoping so! I have also stopped drinking pop as of right now. I stopped drinking it the same day I stopped smoking. I guess we will see how I do. I guess the mendaciousness of it all is I still drink pop, just not caffinated pop. So it is kinda bland wierd. However, I have a g/f who has been supporting me through this last week, thank god cuz its tough. Ya ya I know that out there lies some people who never had that problem, but hey shut up you insecure bastards and realize that it is more than a problem for us who are addicted to the cigarettes. But anywho, just wanted to throw an update out there while I am straightening my life out lately. Just so you all know that I am not dead.
Dont mind the title i am just bored, working in the computer lab, bored, oh yeah did i forget to mention bored... and bored and bored. Anyways, interesting last week with people trying to kill themselves to others being depressed it has just been a great week. I have been looking for a gf but every time i go to walmart they are out of them, so i guess i might have to go to target and see if they carry gf's. I have some prospects but 1. i wont get with, 2. I might get with, and 3. were just friends 4. I co-worker so Hmmm, lots of decisions and lots of bullshit going on in the world today and yesterday and tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and so on... man I hate drama, but it gets the day to go by so fast. I mean there is so much more i could do with my time, like continue my learning on guitar or piano or drums... but no I would rather put up with some girls in order to find myself a nice gf. And not like that last one I had cuz she all flaked out and started seeing some guy before we even broke up, so I dont want a gf like her again. Yeah, and the whole mature thing to do is kiss your new bf in front of me while i am at work, you know what I got the point when I saw you two holding hands. I didnt need to see you two kiss save that shit for the bedroom. Ok, I dont care, I dont friggen care Just leave me alone cuz I'm not jealous of either one of you. First, hes ugly, mean, unintelligent, and he drinks a lot. I am sure most women find that attractive. 2. He is with a girl who controls everything aspect, and leaves no compromise. She likes to party with other ppl without her bf all the time as well as drink go to the bar without her bf... Yeah sounds fun, fuck that sounds like a slut. Anyways my aspect on women has changed in the last week simply because of all the backstabbing I have heard about my ex through other people at the streetdance. So yeah she can go to hell and I am not going to cooperate nicely anymore, if i call and she dont return i will fuckin let her know that she is too stuck up to return a phone call, to busy my ass... lets seee, hmm Friday she told me she was gonna call, sat, sun I called back and left a msg for her to call back, mon, tue nite I txt and let her know that she is to stuck up, wed she finally gets back to me... its called busy she said... yeah ok. bye bye now peace and love to my friends and loved ones you know who you are! And fuck all you posers and backstabbers one day either god or I will have our way with you. Later
WEll lets see, yesterday I woke up went to work at 6 till 2am, got home and was in bed at 3:30ish, woke up at 8 cuz i went golfing with Ben.... finally some love, this guy is like one of my best friends but he is always to busy to spend some time. I gave him a guilt trip so we went golfing and I am gonna go hang out with him some time next week. He was so busy with school, work, and his wedding that he couldnt do anything, and i was fine with that. So i let things be for awhile untill he had time again. Well it was like he just thought we werent friends or something, so now he is getting back into the swing of things. So yeah, I am quite thrilled. Last nite I had my ex-girlfriend stefanie come to the beer garden. I am the bouncer for the street dance. She wanted me to let her in..... um no way! I have nothing against you, but sorry I am not going to lose my Job... I dont care if your the damn president, if your not 21 your not gonna be in the beer garden! Thats my job and I wont abuse it to show some love to my ex-girlfriend. Sorry, find another sucker to do you dirty work. Anyways, I have to see if i have to work on the 4th of september, my uncle yonder wants me to work at the renisance festival or however the hell you spell it... i dont know got to call work and see which days i work... peace and love, i'm off... have to work from 1-3 and then from 5-close its gonna be like 12 hour shift... yeah long... later
Well these last 2-3 weeks have been hell on my leg, if you have seen me try to walk, you would understand. What happened is I got injured last september with a slip and fall @ alco discount store. They had me in and out of the hospital, and they had me see a specialist. That didn't work so I stopped going. Well here I am now, seeing a chiropractor and on the first day he had already seemed to figure some of the problem out. Alco's insurance wouldnt let me see a chiropractor, they are dumb. Well anyways, the doctor told me today that my right hip has twisted inward. He told me that L5 is twisted and that he can tell that something is wrong. Alright I see a regular doctor and a specialist, get mri's and x-rays and they cant tell me anything except that there is soft tissue damage, and that should heal on its own. I see this doctor and he is like, we can fix this. So yeah, needless to say, i might be getting myself a lawyer really soon, cuz this pain pisses me off. It sent me into depression before, and that in turn made me drop out of school last fall. So Alco, watch out cuz I am about to drop plates. Anywho, gotta get back to work, peace and love and fuck all you who like to hate on me.
yeah, hi I have been harrassed to put a blog up, so here it is. I have been very VERY BROKE lately. Even though this has happened my great friend Chad has broughten me out and about on him... hes F'in awsome! First, him and I work out in Granite Falls Killowatt center, and then yesterday we went and visited our friend GIl and his boyfriend Joel... who is hott. Called my brother Joe yesterday to say hi. It was my first attempt to try and be a good brother, by calling my brother. So yeah that was interesting... anywho.... talk at ya later, peace and love
