Howdy all, I have been living pretty good lately. I have been having fun and living life happily. I have been spending time with Taylor and friends. Like yesterday, I went weight lifting with my friend Chad. It was fun, I got him to try new things out in the gym and actually his arms were sore before we even left the gym, so I know I did something right. After that Jason showed up, and we all went out to eat... well Jason didn't eat instead he drank two beers. Anyways todays is the short one, later.
Well, here I go again... my life is on the right track and I don't have any emotional baggage hanging around me. My life is on the right track and my goals are in viewable distance now. It has been along time since I started college and my first stage will be finished within a year, and then maybe another degree after the first. My network of friends is decent, even though nobody ever calls me. I guess it wont be hard to know that again I am gonna spend a night alone. My feelings for people increase while my self perception and self esteem rise. I think that within a 6 months I should be very satisfied with where my life is going and where I have arrived up untill that point. Untill then, I am continue to push myself to be a better person to everybody and everything.
I had a pretty calm day today. My car was keyed. Woody was Discriminated against. My meeting got cancelled for sunday. So even though all these bad things that have happened, I have remained calm like I have promised to be thus far. I have experienced through some hell and remained to become a better self. I do believe that a day like this makes me wonder what helped me get through it, was it God? I don't know at this point but what I do know is that I, in my dilemma I have got some new educational tips for myself and what to do in a situation like todays. So from now on I guess throw what ever you have at me, because it is not going to affect me emotionally. I have God and Jesus Christ on my side and right now is the defining moment that God has been looking for through me. For the last two weeks God has been a mission to capture me and show me what it is going to be like without and with him. I have seen things that are going to be excellent kind of like (T) for teaser. I have also seen things that are horrible like my experiences today. What god is trying to do to me is have me give my life to him, and I think right now I have just decided that He is my savior and that I am gonna give my life to him. Peace and love to the world. I will forgive everyone in due time, I will never forget however what you have done to me in my life time. I am changing person everyday just like all of you, but I believe that it is time to make the leap. ~ Justin ~
I have been on a spiritual journey lately and that is why I have not been writing. I am back for some time now to write so I would like to take this time to say that I believe that Jesus tried reaching out to me last week and I think it may have worked. For a while, I was thinking of trying buddism and I still am thinking and experimenting. I have boughten a couple books and studied a little bit about the lifestyle, however I am just getting in on the surface. Also, I would like to say that I haven't seen many friends lately but that I have been making it a point to see them because I am going to be moving soon. 9 months and I am back into the cities where I belong. Finally, I have had lots of problems through out the last year and I had to deal with my depression as well as my ex cheating on me so I want to take this time to apologize to all of those who might have been hurt. I want to make my apology public. So If you know anyone who might be upset, let them know that I apologize... thank you for everything world ~Peace and Love ~
